it has been long since the last time i update my blog , i have no idea what to write .
i kinda like a girl lately , i text her most of the time but the question is do she like me to ? we have some sweet talk and i get to know that some one else is trying to steal her heart beside me , and she is attracted by both of us , i don't know who is my opponent . i try asking her out few times , sadly she gives reason to push away , when she asked me out , i am kinda bust that time . there is always a road block between us ,she ask me to quit smoke i try my best to reduce it but if i am the only one that is putting effort in it , what is the point 
people told me that she is a bit rude sometimes but i have confident that i can change her , there is nothing you can't quit unless you don't want to and i don't gives a shit what others says . i am having a relationship with her not with other people . if she is not interested on me she can just tell me ,i am a man not a sissy i wont cry on Facebook and scolding people why you don't love me , take it as a man and what man do is wish her for the greatest happiness . That is a man , and i am a MAN ! Thats all for today sentimental talk x)